We left Chandler last night around 6:45. I was getting a little anxious because I knew that I was going to be late for work the next morning. We drove all night and got to Kendra and Eric’s around 10:30 AM. I drove from Chandler to somewhere near Kanab UT. I just couldn’t stay awake anymore. Kim drove for 3 hours and it was back to my turn. I drove until we got to Salt Lake and I was done. I was so tired I couldn’t take the iPod headphones out of my ears and when I woke up 3 hours later it was still playing. Kim turned it over to me for the final leg. I ate horribly all night trying to stay awake. I did enjoy the podcasts I had downloaded. They helped a lot, but they were not a permanent solution for no sleep. After we got into Kendra’s apartment I logged onto their wireless. The connection was not great. Eric was leaving for class and so I decided to go with him to the BYU-I library. I had to shave before heading up. I love that about BYU. We tried several times to get onto the BYU-I wireless network with no luck. We even went to the computer services department. They tried and could not get it to work. So I left Eric and walked back to the apartment, which I have to say is so adorable. Kim drove me to McDonalds and I have been here all day. They all came over here to meet me for lunch. Kim is wiped out. She feels gross and tired. I understand even though I do not feel as bad as she does. I have been on two calls today and I have one more. It is windy and cold here. We left 100 degree weather in AZ. The wind makes it hard to talk on the cell phone. While talking to Erin she asked what all the noise was in the background. I told her that I was having problems with the wireless at home so I came to McDonald’s. That is absolutely the truth, but I did decieve her which makes it a lie. I know that she believes that I am in AZ. I don’t want her to know that I am in ID because I don’t want it to matter. I could have easily told her. I am pretending I am in France and no one needs to know where I am. The only problem is that now that I have let her believe that I am in AZ if she founds out later that I was not then my truth really becomes a big lie. I am not comfortable with that.
All Through the Night
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