This is only my third post this month. The “new car smell” of work is starting to wear off. I have to focus on keeping my job and nothing else. Sometimes I get carried away with aspirations. I help the new VP of finance get logged in. He is not even 40 although his balding head makes him seem older. I think that may have affected me. How pitiful. The house in AZ sold. We will soon have $170K in the bank with a $200K loan outstanding on mom’s house. Hmmm. Not quite equal that. We are going to use part of the money to get another house and then gamble the rest in the stock market. We may lose it all. As long as I have a job we will be OK. I need to keep my job. That needs to be all I care about. I do get in before my boss and I leave after he does. I think I just need to add that during the hours that he is here that I do nothing but work. I get distracted, bored, or I just feel like I need a break. I browse the web or like yesterday I do my taxes. I need to do better. I need to keep my job. Odd that I am at work 12+ hours a day and I do not feel like I am doing enough. Acceleration is all we sense.
Keep that Job
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